Society.

Some people today really make me question today's society.

Earlier today I was walking to the shop with my friend and there was a used pregnancy test just discarded on the street. I mean, really, what is wrong with people today? You wouldn't just leave a pregnancy test in the street, whether you were pregnant or not. I realise that not everyone is like this but some people seriously disgust me. Like I was in my shopping centre the other day and there was a used condom on the floor! It was awful.

What has happened to society? No one seems to care about anything any more. They don't care about themselves, other people or the world around them and it really irritates me sometimes.

I realise that, yes, sometimes I don't care about what people think about me but some people are just oblivious to rules and norms. It's worrying. People who don't have a job, nor ever seem to want one. How can they function, I don't know what if I didn't have the prospect of a future or something to do in life. I realise they get money for nothing but it's almost like they don't have a purpose in life. How can you be ok with that?

Sorry for this rant; all caused by a used pregnancy test!

Budapest aftermath...

So, I'm back from Budapest. I had a really good time, despite thinking that I probably wouldn't enjoy it.

We walked a ridiculous amount of miles. We saw the Palace, Parliament buildings, St. Stephen's Basilica and went to The House of Terror. It was all really interesting, but The House of Terror freaked me out a little bit. Well, it'd freak you out knowing you'd been in a house where thousands of Hungarians had been tortured and killed during Nazi and Soviet Union occupation. Yeah, very creepy.

What else?

Oh we went to Széchenyi baths. It's like a natural spring thing. I went into the sauna and actually burnt my feet on the floor, that was awful. I also had to buy a hideous swimming costume because I forgot to take one because I wasn't originally planning on going. It was awful, so unflattering so I felt even worse than I would've done if I'd taken one of my own. The bath's stunk inside because of the sulphur. If I was more hungover I would've vommed!

Oh yes, the night before I was absolutely hammered. I had a dance off and threw up in the club's toilets. I'm a classy bird I know. It's not my fault; red wine is the devil. It was so good to get away. Me and John had some lovely moments and I loved every second with him.

The only thing I didn't like was the lack of sleep, my feet hurting and the flights. Other than that, it was all good.

I'm 20 now, how bizarre.

Yes, as the title states I turned 20 not so long ago. 25 days to be exact. It's not that much different from being 19, except I'm no longer a teenager and suddenly feel compelled to start using a more sophisticated vocabulary. I always feel like it's expected of me anyway, because I'm an English Language student. So yes, I'm now in my second year at university and I'm enjoying it far more. I got to pick the modules that I wanted to do and I also don't have to live with such infuriating housemates. Well, one of my housemates is still quite annoying, but I don't really want to talk about it, as it will cause this whole post to spiral off topic.

Me and John are still together, 22 months and going strong. He makes me so happy, even if he doesn't always feel like he does. We're actually off to Budapest on Thursday with some of his friends. I'm not sure if I'm looking forward to it or not though. As bad as it sounds, I don't actually like all his friends.

What else have I got to tell you? Oh yes, my brother and his girlfriend have moved to the Cayman Islands in the Caribbean and we went out to see him in June. It was the best holiday I've ever had. They live in pure paradise. It's amazing. I went snorkelling (properly) for the first time and saw a ridiculous amount of fish I never thought I'd see. I also went and saw some Stingrays. I got to feed them and I also kissed one. It was a strange experience, I must admit, but how many people can say they've done that?

You can't say that you're not jealous of that.

Anyway, yes, not much else to discuss for now. Therefore, I shall sign off for the time being.

:)

you're the sparkle in my life.

I have so much to tell you since i last wrote.
well for one, I've started university. UCLan ftw. I didn't get into my first choice but I'm kinda glad cos I've met KATHEH and BECKEH who are amazeeee. I love my course too apart from English Language Workshop, it's a load of bollocks.

What else. Well, John and me have been together almost a year now :) (11 months today actually :D ) hehe. I love him more than ever. Although, being away from him is so hard lately. It didn't seem this bad at the beginning of the year but it's horrible. I went from seeing him every day to seeing him like every three weeks or something like that. I miss him like crazy but absence really does make the heart grow fonder. We still talk every day even though when I came to uni he said we didn't have to, but i knew we would it get withdrawal symptoms if I don't speak to him. I never thought I'd feel like this about anyone to be honest. He's completely changed my outlook on life and he's my world. I love him soooo much :)

Our Joe's moved to the Cayman Island's so I don't get to see him much anymore either, it's only a two year contract though so it's all good. I just miss him sometimes and the ability to text him without it costing me like 50p a time, well I say costing me, my dad pays my phone bill so technically I don't pay it haha.

I best get off, supposed to be going shopping soon, peace out people :)
xx

well looky here...

so i've actually decided to write a blog before June like i said i'd end up doing.

i don't really have that much to talk about i suppose.
expect my exams were an epic fail overall. well D's in english and maths. not good seeing as i'm wanting to do english at uni, no?

um, things with john are pretty much amazing, i'm meeting like all his family on saturday though, very nervy times! i can't believe how close i am too him, it's only been like 4 months since we started seeing each other (3 months being properly official) but i'm like ridiculously in love with him. i like him being around, and i'm like 98% comfortable with him. i'm sure eventually it will be 100% ahha.

oooh! i've booked a holiday with the chums. KOS 2K10 BAD BOIIIIZZZ.
haha :)
yeahhh
soo.

i'm gunna stop writing cos i don't actually have that much to talk about. i could talk about john all night but i really could just write pages and pages.

summary again? I think so.

so since I last wrote i have:

been to taybarns
went out with Seby
got my exam results (and paid out £60 in resits :/)
had mother's day
been out for st. paddy's day
been to a gay night with sambo

and you're caught up.

ey, i really didn't leave it too long to write something this time.
i say, a pat on the back is in order.

peace out bubs.

i've really got to start updating this more often.

So, October was the last time that I posted something. Hence why the title of this is that I should really update this more often. I suppose I haven't really had much time what with exams and such.

So what else has happened? Well seeing as the last time I wrote was the 30th of October. I'll get my phone and see what happened from then on. (Sad, but I really don't care)

November.

Well on the 6th of November I went to Sheffield with Rosie and Mark and of course we ended up in the Leadmill. Which doesn't sound too exciting, but this particular time was, due to the fact I met John. John is now my boyfriend by the way! Oh yes. It was just a typical night at first, you know. Dance with boy. Get off with boy. Get boys number. Then, we were actually texting and arranged to meet up again in town. So the next time we met up was on the 14th of November. However, before I get into that I shall first talk about the foremost important thing that happened that night. I completed my life goal. I saw Arctic Monkeys live at Sheffield Arena. Everyone seemed to dislike it, I however could not have been happier. It was frigging amazing! Oh yes, then after Joe, Maria, Rosie and me went off into Sheffield, where John was meant to be meeting us with his mates. His mate, however, was hammered so John took him home then drove up to Leadmill just to see me! It was very nice though. Just stood and talked. Then we went to Sheffield on the 19th of November (we being Rosie and me) and met John and his mate Jossy. Again a good night, except I wouldn't stop getting off with him cos I was somewhat drunk. Then that Sunday (22nd) we went on our first date to Nando's. Haha I sound so sad like I've documented every minute I spent with him, but I just like to keep my calendar up-to-date. Right where was I? I won't really bore you with what else happened in November, honestly because there wasn't much else apart from I went to John's.

December.

Consisted of seeing John.
Christmas shopping.
Getting my Tragus pierced.
Matt's birthday party.
Losing my Taybarn's virginity.
Seeing Russell Howard live <3
Going to Exchange with Sam.
Jess' birthday.
Christmas (obviously).
The Night of Witless Overload.
Spending New Years Eve with Rosie.
Amongst other things.

January.

Rosanna & Vicky's 18th birthday party (where everyone met John).
Exams (great times :/).
Rosie's birthday.
Leeds for Rosie's birthday.
Dad's birthday.

February.

Last exam.
Spending a ridiculous amount of time with John.
Half term.
John telling me that he loved me (:
Valentine's day.
The Night of Witless Overload II.
Going out with John and his mates.

And I think we're finally caught up with my life. I will no doubt not keep this up-to-date and have to do another blog like this in June.

To sum up, I've gained a boyfriend who I am really in love with.
And I couldn't be happier to be honest.

Peace out.

i had to post it somewhere.

It's true that round here has seen better days

broken dreams run from the architechture

peeling the paintworks and staining the pavements

not like the time when it glowed like the sun

the november lights at christmas time, the Tivoli roar down at Millmoor

So,

When I'm old or if I die, or got no money to get me by

when the whiskey's dripping from my tongue do me a favour drop me off in Rotherham

'cos even though its a shithole,

I love my mum and dad and its my home

and even though the two of them made me bald, Ive never really known that they're my heroes my younger brother we used to fight,

I threw him down the stairs and he started to cry

nowadays I think 'what a bad move Lee',

cos now he's older he can kick the shit out of me

When I'm old or if I die,

if I cant get my washing dry

if my bird runs off with another man

do me a favour drop me off in Rotherham

'cos all my nans friends are coming for tea,

just the usual cauliflower, carrots and peas

they'll sit chit chatting of times now and then

whilst grandad sneaks away for a crafty cigarette

I went away and I came back,

I thought I was something special but I'm not all that

I only grew tits and I got a bit fat,

thank God, I realised I'm just a part of the pack my friend

So when I'm old or if I die,

or got no money to get me by

when the whiskey's dripping from my tongue

do me a favour drop me off in Rotherham!

Beautiful song.