Wednesday, 9 November 2011

I feel so stupid.

Seriously, this essay is doing my head in. I feel so stupid because I simply cannot fathom what to write. I have all my ideas, quotes and sources ready to go and I cannot put it all together to make a good essay. I always do it to myself. I overcomplicate things, then over-think them and then cannot write any ideas down even though I'm pretty sure that most of what I'm thinking is write because I've double checked with everyone else who is doing the same question as me.

I can write this blog no problem, I love writing. However, as soon as it comes to writing that I know is going to be assessed I stress myself out and I just cannot bring myself to write anything because I'm so scared of failing. Even though I've never failed anything before. I know I'm not stupid, but I make myself feel it so often that I'm not so sure now. It takes my brain a while to fully process concepts and while everyone else is happily writing away, I'm sat making plans and still trying to grasp the ideas.

:'(

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